A Mixtape To Fall In Love To

by A Million in Vermillion

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1.
Me + You 02:31
I'm still stuck on equations of love Here counting the numbers that I Will never resolve 'cause I'm Lost in you and I am Still here solving the puzzle in my heart I'm spinning in circles but I Will never resolve 'cause I'm lost in you and I And aah Screaming out aah I'm still stuck on solving you And aah Screaming out aah I'm still stuck on solving you
2.
Sunken Ship 02:35
Love is a sunken ship We're all scared to drown Of fading away So I'd better learn to swim Before you float away And I wanna pull you out Avoiding the sharks and the eels on the way So I'd better learn to swim Before you float away And I don't know what to do I never know quite what to say But I wanna hold your hand Before you run away And I wanna empathize To hear all your thoughts as they're fleeting away Away And I miss the simple days On top of the sand No fear in my eyes And I wanna hold your hand Before you run away And I wanna empathize To hear all your thoughts as they're fleeting away Away Away Away Love is a sunken ship We're all scared to drown Of fading away So I'd better learn to swim Before you float away
3.
I don't know why I'm leaving you I don't why I can't speak to you I'm walking away and I don't why I don't why I still wait for you And I might need medicine To keep my issues down Boys don't cry Boys don't cry Boys don't cry They keep it all inside Boys don't cry Boys don't cry Boys don't cry They keep it all inside I don't want to lose faith in you And I don't understand what I feel for you I want to believe in you I want to be there for you But I might need medicine To keep my issues down Girls don't cry Girls don't cry Girls don't cry They keep it all inside Girls don't cry Girls don't cry Girls don't cry They keep it all inside So please don't cry I know that you want to Please don't cry I know that you need to cry Please don't cry Don't keep it all inside Please don't cry I know that you want to Please don't cry I know that you need to cry Please don't cry Don't keep it all inside I don't know why I'm leaving you I don't know why I'm leaving you I'm leaving you I'm leaving you I'm running away I'm running away I'm running away I'm running away
4.
You were always meant for me Through sour days and poison rain I Always tend to self reflect Not reply again, not reply again You were always meant for me In the way, your hair can burn straight through me I just want to play pretend In cemeteries, cemeteries You were always meant for me Though you're by my side you cannot see me You don't even know my name cause' its temporary, temporary The salt, the sand, see me again The salt, the sand, see me again The faults, the rain, we stay the same The salt, the sand, see me again, again You were always meant for me Through sour days and poison rain I
5.
Lavender 05:42
And all at once It comes over me again It smells a lot like lavender I'll fall asleep again The tone of your voice The warmth in your eyes And all at once It comes over me again And no can do When I close my eyes So do you So do you And there are no words To describe what you feel And there is no place For me Anyways Anyways And all at once It comes over me again Can't find the words to say I'll never speak again The guilt in your eyes The doubt in your smile And all at once It comes over me again And no can do When I close my eyes So do you So do you And there are no words To describe what you feel And there is no place For me Anyways Anyways
6.
Don't get scared For you are not alone Hold your breath And open up your eyes You're brighter than the starlight You're brighter than the moonlit night You light up the sky You're brighter than the lightning bug You're brighter than the candleburn You light up the night Don't close your eyes And please don't say a word The sounds in your head Are sailing away You're brighter than the starlight You're brighter than the moonlit night You light up the sky You're brighter than the lightning bug You're brighter than the candleburn You light up the night You're brighter than the lightning bug You're brighter than the candleburn You light up the night
7.
Clouds 04:15
I thought I knew what I wanted I thought I'd found my place But then my walls came crumbling Were gone without a trace Can't find my own reflection As tears they cloud my face Although my world had nothing left You told me I'd be safe You were there You were there And I was such a fool But you were there You were there You helped me to find my way home You tried to help me live again A place to start anew But all I did was wallow up And lash back out at you Can't hold it all together Can't take what I've been dealt I couldn't make it in the world I couldn't find myself You were there You were there And I was such a fool You were there You were there You helped me to find my way home I thought I heard you crying I saw your clouded eyes I can't believe its what it took To make me realize I wish I'd been there sooner I wish I could've helped I wish that now and forevermore That you'll feel safe yourself I'll be there I'll be there I know I'm such a fool But I'll be there I'll be there Together we'll find our way home I'll be there I know I'm such a fool But I'll be there I'll be there Together we'll find our way home
8.
It comes over me again Can't find the words to say I'll never speak again The guilt in your eyes The doubt in your smile And all at once It comes over me again And no can do When I close my eyes So do you So do you And there are no words To describe what you feel And there is no place For me Anyways Anyways

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released May 31, 2021

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A Million in Vermillion

When I was younger, I moved around a lot. Often times, it felt like I had no friends, and that my family didn’t care about me. Loneliness overflowing…

These songs are like little lights, speaking words of hope, of finding love, and of searching for a brighter day. Love letters to my younger self, and a little light for anyone who listens. Hope these songs can help guide the way <3
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